Going on

Recently I discovered Chris Oatleys artcast via Youtube.It´s quite interesting and also motivating to listen to it while drawing/painting,and it really helps me to stay focused somehow.
If you´re an artist,maybe you should take a peek as well.

Anyway,in the recent days I somehow found some of the things that obstruct my artistic growth as well as building up a life of some sorts.I think it´s gonna be easier from now,just because I know better what it actually is I struggle with and also how much I already was doing to deal with it all the time.
I´ve gained some new esteem,you could say.

Much of this,again,came through that ArtCast,especially the main part which is how to set goals for myself.I´ve been (finally) aware of the importance of having goals for quite a while now,an insight that,as clear and intuitive it may be to most,came slowly to me;I´ve but never really found anything I really could refer to as a "goal" instead of a mere wish or rather a dream,despite having become more aware of the concept of small steps over the course of the last year.
Sometimes being told a hundred times doesn´t help as much as someone putting it in the right words once.

I think I´ll be able to stay more focused from now,as well as being less of a whiny fuck.

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